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The Only Way Out Is Through
Some trees need fire to survive
The cosmic rebirth you didn't ask for? (Or did you!?) Beloveds, Have you been feeling that brain-on-fire feeling of late? Perhaps like me, expending some extra mental energy trying to figure out ALL the things. Attempting to figure out WHY something is or is...
Is it “just” grief? Or a dark night of the soul…
What I've learned about both Beloveds, Oof this last week brought up lots of new/old feels, namely around grief. (Curious if you felt it too?) So it was great timing when a good friend asked if there was only darkness and despair in my dark night experiences....
Descending into the collective dark night
What if this process is absolutely necessary? Beloveds, As a three-time underworld champion of the dark night of the soul, you could say I have a wee bit of experience when it comes to the stages of this profound rite of passage as well as the promise it holds...
{women’s retreat in Santa Fe} Connect, Create, Retreat with me
Beloved, Please join me live in Santa Fe, New Mexico for an astrology inspired women's healing retreat. The amazing astro-guide, Emily Trinkaus, and I are at it again. this time with a series of women's circles focused intently on deep, radical, juicy connection - to...
Forged From Darkness 🖤
Beloved, My (somewhat late) birthday gift to you… one helluva sacred and powerful conversation about the Dark Night of the Soul. I don’t know why this reality is structured in such a way as to provide ample opportunity for experiences such as these; sometimes grueling...
Courage Amidst Chaos
Beloved, As I reflect on the turning of another solar year, I find myself using the word "courage" quite a lot. I sense I am being pulled towards a great unknown. I'm deep in the mystery, not quite sure where this river is carrying me. And I bet you are as well,...
From Limitation to Liberation
Shed Your Capricorn Conditioning to Unleash Your Genius Aquarian Weirdness Live and in person in Santa Fe, NM with renegade astrologer Emily Trinkaus, Sunday, October 6, 10am-3pm Our first retreat was such a fantastic and fun success we’re doing it again! A women’s...
Activate Your Liberation
I dunno about you but I am sick to death of being the good girl. Sick of playing by the rules of a game that was never intended for me to win, only to keep you and me on the hamster wheel of doom, ever striving for validation outside of ourselves. Sick of wearing the...
Honoring the Holding Pattern
I sense – and I’m sure you do, too – that great change is on the approaching horizon. I lean towards it and feel the thud of the glass wall – the bell jar - that encases me. It’s the holding pattern. And I am in it. You know you're in a holding pattern when you crave...
Vision Quest Part 3: Letting Go to Receive What Is
Letting Go to Receive What Is After cruising through southern Colorado, visiting Mesa Verde, soaking in the Durango Hot Springs and cresting Wolf Creek Pass, I was finally heading towards my home state of New Mexico. I intended to make my way to Wild Rivers Recreation...
Vision Quest Part 2: A Canyon of Grief
A Fleeting Life, A Canyon of Grief After a solid week in a sea of orange sandstone and pale sagey green, my body and soul were ready for a cooler, more verdant experience. The overriding intention for my quest into the unknown was to practice tuning in more deeply to...
Vision Quest Part 1: Becoming Spider Woman
Becoming Spider Woman in the Utah Desert I turned 50 last month. It was not the birthday I had envisioned some years back. I didn’t dress up as that 50 year old SNL character. I wasn’t surrounded by friends wearing wigs, drinking cocktails and being outrageously...